Dear F

Feeling used but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by but I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm, i just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms, caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did!
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

You don't care you never did, you don't give a damn about me!
How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you